Missing

When I was younger I've saw that everyone have a special place. Bullshit ! I thought about  that .  
How I was wrong ... I got that I have my special place , too
Macon . GA 
I'm going to buy a house there until the end of the year and probably I'll live there for the rest of my life .
I love  my country , too. However I felt there how if I had saw my first love for the first time . 
Love 
This is the right word .
I know where I will write my books and to feel  my life step by step . There , listening to  birds and watching squirrels playing among the trees.
I can't waiting  this moment .

NB